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Decoding Your Matrix

Updated: Dec 13, 2020

We have all done it, engaged in the same thing repeatedly. We embody these patterns as life lessons. They are the moments that defined us. In the beginning, we don’t see them. The same lessons come around again and again. Eventually, we have experienced the same traumatic circumstance a dozen times. We are left disappointed, discouraged and disempowered. Sometimes we blame others but in reality it’s our creation. We allow what we allow. We participate in what we participate in. It is clearly us and not them. This realization is the harshest lesson of all.

This revelation does not have to be disheartening. There is a rhyme and reason to the stories of our life. We created them. No one knows them better than we do. There is a message in the bottle here and it is time to figure it out. Why do we keep creating the same thing? What is the underlying pattern and theme? We all have those eureka moments in our life. When we see a pattern in its most mundane sense. Is the message not to trust people with red hair, blue cars or named Joe? Maybe. Maybe not. It’s time to look deeper.

Let’s call it playing the game of awareness; decoding our own matrix. This is where the fun begins. We realize we have created an elaborate game to teach us sacred concepts such as love, respect, integrity, honor and abundance. We start picking the game apart, choosing not to participate in the old patterns. We notice markers in the game, breadcrumbs left behind. The name Joe might be significant after all. The patterns of the game become so clear, it’s comical. Intuitively, we know when something is about to happen. Then something unexpected happens, and we progress to the next level.

The next level is more challenging. The patterns are similar but camouflaged to look different. The players, situations and risks are bigger. The rewards are, too. Each new level brings us more “super powers”, heightening our intuition. We are called upon to have complete trust in our intuitive presence. We are master players, now, consciously programming parts of our reality while simultaneously deconstructing others. We understand that the energy behind our actions is paramount and a precursor to the outcome. We understand our matrix teaches us many things. The most important one is, don’t take it too seriously, it’s only a game.


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